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"The best thing for being sad,” replied Merlin, beginning to puff and blow, “is to learn something. That’s the only thing that never fails. You may grow old and trembling in your anatomies, you may lie awake at night listening to the disord...er of your veins, you may miss your only love, you may see the world about you devastated by evil lunatics, or know your honour trampled in the sewers of baser minds. There is only one thing for it then — to learn. Learn why the world wags and what wags it. That is the only thing which the mind can never exhaust, never alienate, never be tortured by, never fear or distrust, and never dream of regretting. Learning is the only thing for you. Look what a lot of things there are to learn.”
— T.H. White, The Once and Future King
- Dream On- James Tate
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Some people go their whole lives without
ever writing a single poem. Extraordinary
people who don't hesitate to
cut somebody's heart or skull open. They
go to baseball games with the greatest of ease. and
play a few rounds of golf as if it were nothing. These
same people stroll into a church as if
that were a natural part of life. Investing
money is second nature to them. They
contribute to political campaigns that
have absolutely no poetry in them and
promise none for the future. They
sit around the dinner table at night and
pretend as though nothing is missing. Their
children get caught shoplifting at the mall and
no one admits that it is poetry they are missing. The
family dog howls all night, lonely
and starving for more poetry in his life. Why
is it so difficult for them to see that,
without poetry, their lives are effluvial. Sure,
they have their banquets, their celebrations, croquet,
fox hunts, their sea shores and sunsets, their
cocktails on the balcony, dog races, and
all that kissing and hugging, and don't forget
the good deeds, the charity work, nursing
the baby squirrels all through the night, filling
the birdfeeders all winter, helping
the stranger change her tire. Still,
there's that disagreeable exhalation from
decaying matter, subtle but everpresent. They
walk around erect like champions. They
are smooth-spoken and witty. When
alone, rare occasion, they stare into
the mirror for hours, bewildered. There
was something they meant to say, but didn't: "And
if we put the statue of the rhinoceros next
to the tweezers, and walk around the room three times, learn
to yodel, shave our heads, call our
ancestors back from the dead--" poetrywise
it's still a bust, bankrupt. You
haven't scribbled a syllable of it. You're
a nowhere man misfiring the
very essence of your life, flustering nothing
from nothing and back again. The
hereafter may not last all that long. Radiant
childhood sweetheart, secret
code of everlasting joy and sorrow, fanciful
pen strokes beneath the eyelids: all
day, all night meditation, knot of hope, kernel
of desire, pure ordinariness of life seeking,
through poetry, a benediction or a
bed to lie down on, to connect, reveal, explore,
to imbue meaning on the day's extravagant labor. And
yet it's cruel to expect too much. It's
a rare species of bird that
refuses to be categorized. Its
song is barely audible. It is
like a dragonfly in a dream-- here,
then there, then here again, low-flying
amber-wing darting upward then
out of sight. And
the dream has a pain in its heart the
wonders of which are manifold, or so
the story is told.
THE SENILITY PRAYER
Grant me the senility to forget the people
I never liked anyway, the good fortune to run
into the ones I do, and the eyesight to tell
the difference.
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